Hai everybody im back to blog again from the iMac
been thinking about Stuff.
i'm reallllyyy losing who i made myself to be.
i'm putting others down.
i'm making myself make the whole situation a bluff.
i tend to tell others nothing is going wrong.
i tend to tell myself that my life is going nowhere.
i tend to put up a fake front on days i feel like crap.
i have told someone not to worry when i myself am crying inside.
i have done some things i regretted.
(that was so emo, hahaha)
so today after school,
went with the best worst bestfriend ever.
haha made her scream and then everybody stared at her. yeaaaah.
went down to ntuc w her to get her chocs.
kept emphasizing on my bad day,
how much i hated this this this
"i hate flowers!"
"why?! they are pretty and blahbalha"
"yea but i hate flowers!"
@ntuc...
"i hate chocolates!"
"why?!! they are nice what"
"yea but i hate chocolates!"
otw home
"did i tell you i hate valentine's day?"
So yeah, sorry to my BWBF kayyyy,
flooding you with so much of my angst and what nots
tmr:
AH F IT!
kkbyezzzzzzzzz :):)
