i love↑ABOVE.
Responsibility. Influence. Friends. Choices.
all these are like curses.
i feel burdened by the littlest responsibilities.
one thing i do wrong, i'm corrected.
yes correction is good. but i am not yet strong enough to take correction in my stride.
im just starting to get the hang of things.
yes i know, you told me im influential to the girls.
but i'm the one always making the rash decisions and getting pissed the 1st,
ends up, i stone at one side.
why can't i just go with the flow and stop acting like i'm the head of us.
jesus, i don't know wtf's wrong.
we're crumbling, we're making choices,
unknowingly, we might be putting some others down.
we'll never know. we're falling apart.
i hate to smile in front of you and curse at your back.
i don't like it, it's not of right conduct and sense.
yes i do love spending time but i just think of how time will be put to good use if we all go do stuff together.
i never think of the other parties that are involved in this big hooha.
im of bad influence. not saying i make a difference. but.
it's just who i am. i hope we can settle and make peace a.s.a.p.
i don't want to miss a thing with everyone.
i hearts you all maximum.
