ahh, i've seen many things when i was still accepted.
now that i left, my eyes opened too.
change always take place after misunderstandings.
i'm letting this go,
just thinking back.
i've really been one crackers to see good in all of everything.
why.
i'm questioning myself.
in my whole life i've never felt such shame.
nothing's ever right.
i'm learning to stand up after being pushed and kicked around.
honestly, i don't see the point in typing this but i just need a space to vent things out.
i'm not unhappy or feeling any similar way.
it's just the way that things come and go that i'm feeling so blanked-out and zoned.
man, this is really unacceptable.
to see people living their own lives wonderfully.

i feel like there's a need for a run off.
just sprint my guts out and gulp air after.
i'll feel like im the most cherished child in the world.
what'm i talking about.
who cares. i'll go live my brilliant life now.
hax.